out of 6 people it takes the only girl here to start a fire!! ☺ (Taken with instagram)
AnonymousI need you to stay in my life! please don’t go, I really don’t know what I’ll do without someone like you to tell me it’ll be alright and to make me smile like an idiot when I need it most. you’re the one I wanna dance in the rain with and watch sappy Hollywood love stories with. baby I don’t know what to do if you pursue whatever it is you two have, I’ll go crazy without my best friend please for the sake of my sanity don’t do it!! I don’t think I can look at you the same if you do…
is it love or just some fantasy world
if I was gone would you even care anymore? you found someone new and can’t understand why I’m so upset. maybe it’s because you said everything you did and then went and did what you did, the worst part is I’m not ready to let go yet. you told me nothing would change but trust me it will. now when I think of you I’ll think of how she took you away, I know it’s probably for the better but can you blame a girl for falling for a sweet talker like you. once you mentioned her flirting in the kitchen and telling you she likes the turtle on your necklace, (the one that I spent hours trying to find to match for myself) I knew it was going to be a rocky road. what surprises me more is that you’re okay with the three year difference but it was a big deal for my year six month eleven days difference. even if this goes no where for you two and you still want to tell me you love me I don’t know what I can do about to fix it, or the pain I felt when you didn’t even have to say yes for me to know what it was and who it was. I miss the way you were so happy when we talked now to hear that side of you I have to ask about her and act as though I’m okay with things. but of course you can see right through that can’t you? the way you always could. tonight when I called you, I don’t even know what your friend said but I’m guessing it was about her. I want so badly to say ill always be here but that’s not a promise I can make considering the bigger picture. I can promise I’ll always love you but for now I don’t know what I want to do and its driving me nuts. when we talked tonight I could tell you knew why I was upset. it had nothing to do with what he said but everything to do with what you said. the amount of questions I have for you is crazy, but you and I both know I’d never ask them all because it would hurt too much. you say you’ve never met a girl you loved as much as me and you love me more than anything else in the world, is it true? if it is I feel the same and if it’s not then I guess this has just been a big fantasy.
